The groomsman who shall not be named

Ok so in case anyone was seriously invested in my last story...I did hear from the groomsman from the wedding. It was a facebook email that basically said
"Hi Jessica, I had a great time at the wedding but since then I decided to get back together with my ex-girlfriend so I think it is best we not communicate for everyone's sake."

So that was incredibly depressing but oh well. I guess it wasn't meant to be for whatever reason. What made me feel better is that Sarah told me the ex is SUPER crazy. Like broke up with him because he wouldnt marry her and then heard from someone (who the heck knew anyways?) about me and insisted they get back together. I mean if he is that weak then I dont think he and I would have suited anyways. I tend to be very opinionated and very stubborn.

Anyways on to happier topics...I leave for my vacation in the islands in 2 days!! I love going to the islands. It is always so beautiful and so much fun to go with the people that we go with. I have to pack today which I am excited for and dreading. I ALWAYS overpack but when we go to the islands, we have very little room because of how long we go for.

Disney is offically begining in 54 days. In 55 days I will be in NC packing my car, hopefully going to Edward McKays and Meredith (to steal an agenda). 56 days I will be checking into the Disney College Program to begin my 6 month journey! My goal once I am there is to update my blog at least once while I am there since I know how much I loved reading Corinnes blog and a couple of other people's as well this past spring.

So thats all for now...

Somethings are meant to be

I am a compulsive worrier. I love to worry and make plans and lists about what to do if my worries ever come true. It is so annoying but sometime can be helpful. I found it to be very helpful this past weekend when my BFFFF Sarah got married. Sarah is also a worrier so it helped that I had a contengency plan for every worry she came up with. Anyways, the wedding went beautifully and without a hitch.

I even met a cute groomsman who seemed rather interested in me. However when the time came for him to leave the wedding, he said goodbye to me but didnt ask for my phone number. I casually asked if he had facebook (cause really, who doesnt have facebook at this point) and he said he did. Well I told him to look me up and add me as a friend. 3 days have gone by now and no friend request. So Im thinking over everything that I said and did because as a worrier, i think i did something wrong. Why didnt I ask him for his cell phone number? Why didnt I put my number in his phone? What the hell? And I cant text Sarah to ask about it cause shes on her honeymoon and really this is SO not important enough to inturrupt that.

Now I am resigned to the que sera sera method of life that has served me well in the past years. For those who dont know what que sera sera means, it is whatever will be, will be. One of my favorite sayings actually. Its all very calming.

So...

Que
Sera
Sera

Offical Disney Plan!! YAY!!!

Ok so here is the offical disney plan as of right now. On the 17th (my mom wants me to leave on the 18th but i want to leave on the 17th) Amanda and I will start our journey to PA. We are going to stop in Williams(town, burg, something) at Wegmans to get lunch and pick up Dana!! Then we will continue on pass the insanity of Washington DC and on ward to my aunts house!! (I really want to stop at Meredith and Edward McKays too).

Then on the 18th we will make the trek to DISNEY WORLD!!!! Amanda is staying with either Jeff and Andy or Jaelyn and my dad and I are staying at a hotel (wherever is cheapest). I'm actually not entirely sure where Dana is staying.

On the 19th....WE CHECK IN TO DISNEY!!!!!!!!!! The roommates and I are planning a trip to Walmart and the dollar store! Also there is rumored to be a fab pool party!

On the 20th....I bring my dad to the airport and thennnnnnnnn we have the meet and greet dinner!!!

21st- Traditions (Im not sure if Amanda and I have to go to this or not, something we will figure out when we get down there) and then we are going to have dinner at the plaza restaurant and watch wishes. Ah-Mazing!

Ugh, seriously is it august yet?

So I have 3 more months till I can finally check into the Disney College Program! It seems like it will take forever!

I am back at the nursing home this summer...well I start this weekend. I picked up 2 extra day shifts, which I hate working days for a number of reasons (i dont like getting up early, i dont like waking them up, there are more showers, etc.). I really have to learn how to say no to people.

I really want to take this summer off to kind of relax and rest after 4 years of college but my student loans must be paid. The best I can do is hope for a light work load and I will NOT take any extra shifts.

so busy!!

I am loving the Hannah Montana movie and the TV show MY BOYS.

I also discovered I love weeding gardens, baking cupcakes for my sisters boyfriends birthday and online window shopping. I also discovered I do not like dirt, bugs or sweating.

I can not wait to go down to Disney again. This summer seems like it's going to drag on forever! The first group of people are leaving to go down and Im totally jealous! I want to go now!!!

I have been so busy and I haven't even started working yet!! I applied to be a bus monitor for the Greece school district in addition to working at the nursing home.

ok so I got super distracted and never finished my post yesterday.

Do these high adrenaline shows like flashpoint and NCIS give any one else a load of anxiety? That's probably why I like my Disney movies, no anxiety...I know its Disney so its all going to work out well.

so being home has been interesting. I havent started working yet so i've been helping around the house. Sadly my dresser space has been taken over in a violent revolution. I have to live out of my suitcase for the summer. Which shouldnt be all bad.

Gotta go take my sisters to tumbling...more later....