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Late New Years Resolution...Dont be a bitch.

It occurred to me that im often referred to as a bitch. While I can be abrasive, I dont think that I am a bitch. Merely overly honest. However that being said...im working on keeping those 'bitchy' thoughts in my head instead of in my mouth. Ive never strived to censor myself before so this is all very new to me. Thinking before I speak has never been important to me because i always said what i wanted and lived with the consequences but it seems like people want me to change and im beginning to think it might be for the best. Sp now instead of knowing exactly how I feel about you, people will have to wonder if I actually like them or if my 'meredith girl' is really that good.

It seems exhausting. Ill have to think this over.

*A 'meredith girl' is the ability to hate someone profusely but still maintain the illusion that she and the enemy are bff while the enemy is perfectly unaware of the amount of hatred (be it justified or not).

Life at Disney is drawing to a close. I am way over it and the dramatic people that seem to inhabit it. I'm moving on to greener pastures. Peace out Walt.

I can't do this.

I wish that I could just accept it and move on but I cant.

Is this who I am?

For the first time in my life, I have everything to lose in the relationship. I've never really invested this much before.

It worries me.

Its amazing how lonely i feel in Florida. I dont want to be here anymore.

Don't ask, don't tell.

So I dont understand why dont ask dont tell is necessary. This guy (im sure hes a senator, just dont know from where...(saxby in case your wondering) say that if we appeal it then we create a risk for moral, good order, discipline and cohesion. Clearly this man has never been to Disney. EVER. We have a good majority of gay and lesbian cast members. Walt Disney World has great employee moral, we are the most organized company (gays dont have good order, seriously dude?, word vomit much?) Discipline...c'mon now. Is he trying to say that all gays are lazy? How does he think all these rallys get put together? Or the millions of people that show up to these rallys.

UGH.